AcceleratingSpeeds

I'll pick a star and name it after you. Start to count the rest, when you're done, you'll know the number of ways I love you. One for your smile, one for your laugh. Some others for all the days in our past. How many stars have you counted so far? Not enough to measure each breath of yours I treasure. Keep counting up as our days count down. By the end we could have been together forever. Stars above and hearts below. Each a part of a heart that makes it whole. ♥

Questions. Questions. Questions....that's all she ever had. Just questions, never answers. She was lost. Lost in broad daylight. Eyes wide open waiting for the sun to guide her home, to a happier place. She was alone. Abandoned..Confused..Lost..Death. Her friends ignored her and spread lies about her. Family was useless in her mind. They never did anything for, with, or even to her. They acted as if she wasn't there. And that's what she felt. Invisible. She thought she was better off in hell, maybe someone would give a fuck about her there. Was she the only one that was neglected? The only one that felt invisible? She was alone.  Abandoned.

I'm fighting a losing battle. But I'll fight it anyway. And I will keep on fighting. Until my dying day. And I will fall. I'll close my eyes, A prayer softly say. Stare blankly at the gash on my arm. And watch the blood trickle away.